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I miss Terrence, I want to take more photos of him, and he's still just lying in pieces in a box. :[ If anyone knows of anyway to get an extra foot that's compatible with Type 1 Delf Bodies, please let me know.

I miss this boy so much.

I haven't been doing as much as I should be with my dolls recently. I got laid off from my last job, which was super nice cause I could somewhat afford the hobby, but I just recently got a new job at Best Buy~ Whoo. So I'll be working Games, and Digital Imaging, which means I might be able to find out more about photography as well. It's only a season hire, so I'm going to be saving my money, versus throwing it all into something, incase they don't retain me. Anywho

I'm currently thinking about switching around the line up of my dolls, I kind of want to go in a more realistic/just different direction, and put more into them and the characters they represent. [Like Avery, he's one of the only ones I put some thought into before purchasing/developing into a doll] I'm not sure as far as selling them what I'm going to do yet, I know a few of my crew will have permanent spots. I'm thinking about adding another Mini, but the one I have at the moment doesn't get any attention at all. No bonding. :[


I'm looking for a sculpt for a character I drew up a long time ago, but just realized he'd look cool BJD form, and am thinking about tieing him into Avery's story. I'm looking for a light tan resin, but if I have to dye then that would work too. I'm thinking a Dollshe Saint, but I don't think I want anything that tall/That real.

So I'm thinking of maybe Soom, IOS, I'm just not sure. :[ I'll post a picture of my doodle later on if I can get a good picture of it. [yay no scanner] But I want a taller [63/65cm] boy, with broad, angular facial features.

So Nekocon is this weekend, and as usual I haven't gotten anything at all done.. Meaning I'll probably be finishing up this Thursday before I leave for it.  I have alot of outdoor things that I need to do to complete my costume, but since my area is currently being bombarded by high winds and dumb amounts of rain it might be awhile. e.e'

I'm going as Windwaker Zelda, and I really hope it turns out alright. I'm currently wishing we had a dehumidifier so my paperclay things would dry a little bit faster. I really need to start working on cosplays wayyy ahead of time so I can get more done and do a better job at them. .__.'

I was recently laid off from my job so you probably won't see very much doll things from me, I've been debating whether or not I should sell any of my crew, which I'd really hate to do, but then again I have a bunch of dolls that I haven't really put much love into. :[
Though I feel its never to late, some of them I've just really had a hard time bonding with. [ie the ones I really don't post much, my DOC Kirill - Owen, etc]

My dreamdoll has always been an 05 CP Breakaway, though I came across one in the MP a few years back of an 08 one, with a Belladonna faceup, which is my absolute favorite~ I haven't bonded with him much which makes me ponder about selling him as well.

Arg.. I don't know what to do seeing as I'm about to get really tight with money. :[

ifuhf Twenty-One. ;^;


So as a happy birthday to myself, I'm in the process of paying Layaway for a Soony~
I think I may have her sent out, and get airbrushed [light tan/sunkissed], I was going to wait for Feeple60 to release her [don't know if it'll ever happen..] but I have been looking for this girl for awhile now. Sorry Emerson. :[ Emerson is definitive next in line, no ifs' ands' or buts. I think this is going to be my girl Nova, though I'm going to have to wait for sure when she gets here.  But she won't be photoworthy for awhile [/nogirlclothesatall]

Also, something that's always occupied my mind and while on the topic of Soony, who thinks there should be a MNF Soony? -imaginethecuteness-

After I graduated in 09 I didn't attend college, and I still haven't. I have no idea where to start, or how to start. [no one in my family has been to college] my grades kind of sucked through high school do to severe miss-age of school, but for the last few years I've been going on about how I wanted to go to school, so I'm planning on applying to a University, I have very little hopes I'll get in.. plus I don't even really know what I'd like to do. Some ideas have floated, none quite too permanent. However I do know the school I'd like to attend, and even thought most would suggest going to a community college, I think I'm going to go ahead and jump the gun and try and make it into the school I originally had in mind.

This is where I ask for helping hints from all the students out there.

What is the general policies/steps of applying for school
I've been out of school for awhile now, do I need to go back to my high school and get transcripts and such?
Do I apply for the school, then apply for financial aid, or is it vice versa. [Also, when applying for school, when's the best time to do so?]


I'm really just ready to mature, and go somewhere in life. I'm sick of my dead-end job. I'm sick of feeling like a child who's still living at home with little to no responsibility, and no maturity to deal with simple problems. I love my family, and I am ever so grateful that I have a loving and comforting place to lay my head at night, but I need to experience growing up, and quiet personally I feel like college is the way to go. I've always been against school, more so now than normal, due to the fact I realize, I'm most likely going to be in debt until I'm fifty, and probably go back to a crap job for a long majority of my life, but I think the experience is what I need.

I need to level up.